Grief

Marc Johnson 1947-2014

903_46857320241_423_nOn Tuesday April 8th my cello professor, Marc Johnson, died of a heart attack in his home in Maine. His death was sudden and unexpected, and has devastated all who knew him. Marc was loved instantly by every person who met him and was such a warm, generous, kind person. He was a phenomenal teacher and cellist with a long career of performing and teaching around the world.

The first time I met Marc was when I first visited Boston University. He gave me a free two hour lesson on a Sunday afternoon that managed to transform my view of BU from a cold, large school into a warm inviting community. Marc gave his time freely and with no reservations. He was always so excited to hear what I had done with my week, and to hear me play. Marc had an unwavering belief in my ability to succeed as both a cellist and a teacher. He gave me confidence and support. He was so sure that I would thrive here at BU and was willing to be in my corner to make that happen. Marc cared deeply about his students and I feel so lucky to have been a part of his studio, even for just a year.

736047_10152333275452095_4955833119214001425_oMarc never lost his childlike wonder about the world, or his faith in people. Some of my fondest memories are of the times we would sit in his office and talk about accents and idioms. Marc taught me to say his name with a Maine accent and I taught him how to say Burque. We would laugh about how he called water fountains bubblers and how I would exclaim “dios mio!” whenever I would consistently miss a note. Marc saw music in a way that always fresh and exciting. He would remark about the “sweetheart of a note” Haydn would write. It is those small conversations, and his friendship that I miss most.

This week is complicated further by the fact that today is the 10th anniversary of my Grandfathers passing.

IMG_1332My Grandfather was a pianist and a pediatrician. He had a love of music and children that has been passed down through my family. Some of the earliest memories I have are with my grandfather. I remember “gardening” with him. (Which probably meant I pulled up anything he planted and played in the dirt). I remember his Grover doll that was in his house in ABQ. I remember his love of tea, and his sense of humor. He always had a little twinkle in his eye. I remember all of the stories my father used to tell about the culinary adventures they would embark on together. And I remember my mother and grandmother’s stories of his crazy ideas and antics. I’d like to think that my grandfather and Marc would get along, and are both watching and guiding me in what I do.

On Tuesday, April 15th it will be one year since the Boston Marathon Bombings. The entire city of Boston has come together this week in remembrance and grieving. Its been beautiful to see a city so united, but hard to be part of such a collective experience. My Boston Marathon experience was from the outside looking in last year. It shook my sense of security in the world, but in a way that was different than a lot of the experiences of people here. I’m trying to figure out my place both in the grief and in the city this week.

Thanks to everyone who has offered their love and support during this hard week. I really appreciate it. I haven’t been ready to talk yet, but as soon as I am, know that I know that you will be there for me. I have really felt my support systems and am so grateful. Knowing how quickly life can change, I just wanted to take the time to make sure I tell everyone how much I love and appreciate them.

March/April

Hello!
It turns out that the last 8 weeks of Spring semester are outrageously busy! Sorry for not updating regularly. I’ll catch you all up on what I’ve been doing for the past few weeks, and hopefully post a couple more times before summer starts!

First off, I have some exciting news! I got a job with Student Activities and will be staying in Boston over the summer! Since it is a part time job, I’m currently working on getting a second job.  The past two weeks I’ve been taking a bartending class which has taken up much of my weekend time. After this Friday, I’ll be a certified bartender and able to serve alcohol in the state of Massachusetts! Hopefully I’ll be able to get a job in a nice restaurant or bar and be able to make some serious tips! Since I’m working in a practice bar, I have to start memorizing brand names. Here’s an example of my cheat sheet for Bourbon Whiskey:

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I have also been working incredibly hard on a curriculum design project with Kristen and Alyssa, two fellow music education students. We’re designing a unit for grade 8 general music. It has led to many hours discussing, planning, typing and researching. This project is due the last week of school and is consuming my life until then!

A couple of weekends ago Cora and I were able to go to the Museum of Fine Arts. We went incredibly close to closing time, but they let us in anyways and we were able to see a couple of rooms. Here are some photos from the Impressionist exhibit and the musical instruments room:

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The past month I have been giving weekly tours for admissions! Its been really fun to meet prospective students and to show them around a school that I love. I have my official name tag and microphone/speaker set now:

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Last week, I had the pleasure of judging a DebateMate competition and will do so again at Harvard on May 2nd! I also went to an event put on by the Center for Gender, Sexuality and Activism called Take Back the Night. It was an event put on to protest violence against women.

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The group Michael music directs, BU Off Broadway, put on a showcase last weekend. It was a fantastic collection of Broadway tunes that were all performed in fun arrangements and with a high level of musicianship!

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The biggest experience I have had in the past three weeks was being able to perform in Boston’s Symphony Hall. The BU Symphony Orchestra and Symphonic Chorus put on a performance of Berlioz’s Grande Messe des Mortes. As soon as a link from the performance is available, I will let you all know! It was incredible to perform in a space of that caliber. Here are a few pictures from the performance last night:

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Some photos of other adventures with Cora (who is also jumping on the Ukulele bandwagon):

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And finally, an video from the ukulele craze that has hit my life: